Shitty shitty day
Oct. 21st, 2010 04:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
matilda36Woke up in a bad mood, had breakfast, went back to bed, cried a little, hid in my bed till nearly noon, ate something and decided to just look for comfort. I even tried to watch Vampire Diaries, but not even the prettiness of Ian Somehandler (the only member of the cast who can act) can have me enjoy this Buffy rip off.
I don't know where from this dark mood come off. It's not anxiety. I am just.... pissed off at the world in general and at me in particular. I think that's what today is: today is an I hate myself day. Hence I locked myself into doing nothing, eating too much and being pissed in general.
there is so much I could have done today... instead I ended up in my bathrobe in front of a PC. I am gonna grab a shower, hope that the day ends soon and that tomorrow I love myself a bit more.
I don't know where from this dark mood come off. It's not anxiety. I am just.... pissed off at the world in general and at me in particular. I think that's what today is: today is an I hate myself day. Hence I locked myself into doing nothing, eating too much and being pissed in general.
there is so much I could have done today... instead I ended up in my bathrobe in front of a PC. I am gonna grab a shower, hope that the day ends soon and that tomorrow I love myself a bit more.