matilda36

I spoke with my therapist about my inertia. She said that I am in competition with myself and being a perfectionist and afraid of loosing, I decided not to compete. Fear of failure. I think she's right. Yesterday morning I slept all morning, got to work, got home, got back to bed. This morning I did some washing, studied a bit, but at the first sign of potential struggle (and consequent "failure" ) I decided to watch Hell's Kitchen and NCIS instead.

I am really liking how they are handling the whole Ziva thing... the show is still watchable, even for slash shippers. Making it more of a Gibbs/Ziva issue than a Tony/Ziva issue was a pretty smart move.

Unlike Merlin, where battle lines are being drawn, and while we know how it's going to end, I think they are hurrying up to the end too quickly. How can it be that for Arthur Gwen is just Morgana's servant one day and the love of his life the next? I am not asking for them to preserve my ship's integrity, just to let things evolve with some sort of logic.

With Huddy if not over, majorly tuned down, I am back into House. Love the whole House/Wilson as flatmates dynamic, and love the new Chase storyline. Just about time! The boy deserves a spotlight. Not missing the "new team" at all..

As you can see my avoidance tactics work perfectly... I start talking about them and I end up talking about my shows.