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matilda36I had my interview for disability benefits on tuesday. all she seemed interested in was if I had a job. I'll know the answer in 3 months, but I am not very optimistic.
Drove to work tuesday night. First time night driving, it was ok.
Been sloppy in my studying. I have nearly finished my next assignement, but I am punishing myself by not finishing it.
I am punishing myself by not doing anything actually. The house is tidy but not cleaned properly, I have not been exercising, and I have been eating junk all week.
Had a fight with a friend last night. We spoke this morning and we are ok, but the fight really took a lot out of me. It was one of those fights in which i get called a control freak a lot. My therapist tells me I should be less of a control freak. I try and then discover new ways in which I am stiff as a board. Stiff like rigor mortis would apparently be more appropriate, because apparently being such a control freak stops me from "living". Yeah I am feeling a bit antagostic with my therapist at the moment.
Why can't I be right, once in a while?
Drove to work tuesday night. First time night driving, it was ok.
Been sloppy in my studying. I have nearly finished my next assignement, but I am punishing myself by not finishing it.
I am punishing myself by not doing anything actually. The house is tidy but not cleaned properly, I have not been exercising, and I have been eating junk all week.
Had a fight with a friend last night. We spoke this morning and we are ok, but the fight really took a lot out of me. It was one of those fights in which i get called a control freak a lot. My therapist tells me I should be less of a control freak. I try and then discover new ways in which I am stiff as a board. Stiff like rigor mortis would apparently be more appropriate, because apparently being such a control freak stops me from "living". Yeah I am feeling a bit antagostic with my therapist at the moment.
Why can't I be right, once in a while?
