Motivation
Jun. 21st, 2005 07:28 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
matilda36Your mission today, should you accept it, is to finish your log-book, so you can send it to your HoP and collect your hard worked for Certificate of Competence in Purchasing and Supply.
The problem is that to to it, I have to overcome my cronic low self-esteem, touch the very sore spot of a brilliant future now behind my shoulders, and the memories. The glory moment and then my descent into my personal hell. (Still doing business by the way).
Oh well, I can always call it a cathartic experience and get on with it :)
ETA:I did it! The logbook is done and out of my hands. I guess there may be some small revision to make, but the biggest part of the job is done.
I'll have my certificate. I did set myself a goal and completed it. It may sound silly, but it is the biggest thing i managed to complete since i got sick.
Is my doctor right? Am I getting better even if I do not feel like it?
The problem is that to to it, I have to overcome my cronic low self-esteem, touch the very sore spot of a brilliant future now behind my shoulders, and the memories. The glory moment and then my descent into my personal hell. (Still doing business by the way).
Oh well, I can always call it a cathartic experience and get on with it :)
ETA:I did it! The logbook is done and out of my hands. I guess there may be some small revision to make, but the biggest part of the job is done.
I'll have my certificate. I did set myself a goal and completed it. It may sound silly, but it is the biggest thing i managed to complete since i got sick.
Is my doctor right? Am I getting better even if I do not feel like it?
