Trying to live.
Dec. 18th, 2012 04:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
matilda36Spent yesterday morning with my auntie, my mother's sister, reminiscing and talking. She misses my mother too. We had a big argument during my mother's last days, because we lived our pain differently, but now we are trying to mend fences. I have been trying to men a lot of fences recently. I am well enough and old enough to make peace with myself and people I thought I lost.
In the afternoon I went to the funeral. More people I hadn't seen in a while, but I was happy to see only 2 of them. Ester and her brother in law, Alberto. We were very close when we were young. I plan on trying to keep in touch now.
Today back to work. I started as a zombie but I woke up in the end, enough to bring up all the water I bought. I think I have enough water to drink for a month now. Then I cleaned the kitchen. I am pushing myself to clean and do more things, but now it's time to read and relax.
Oh and my father was just having problems with his phones, both of them. He's safe and well.
In the afternoon I went to the funeral. More people I hadn't seen in a while, but I was happy to see only 2 of them. Ester and her brother in law, Alberto. We were very close when we were young. I plan on trying to keep in touch now.
Today back to work. I started as a zombie but I woke up in the end, enough to bring up all the water I bought. I think I have enough water to drink for a month now. Then I cleaned the kitchen. I am pushing myself to clean and do more things, but now it's time to read and relax.
Oh and my father was just having problems with his phones, both of them. He's safe and well.
