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Nov. 16th, 2012 07:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
matilda36Yesterday I went to work at my old site, where the athmosphere is pretty bad. They still don't know when the agency will close, what will be of their jobs (They have vague promises of reassignement and that's it) and to make things worse, one of the managers had to resign and another was demoted because of certain little games they have been playing with the accounts...
It made me realise how lucky I am. Strangely enough the thing that depresses me a bit, my illness and the limitations that puts on me, is the one keeping me in employment and paid enough to live. Live carefully, but live. Live carefully, that can be my motto. The only times I haven't lived carefully I was manic. Nowadays the most dangerous thing I do is to eat bread with my dinner.
It made me realise how lucky I am. Strangely enough the thing that depresses me a bit, my illness and the limitations that puts on me, is the one keeping me in employment and paid enough to live. Live carefully, but live. Live carefully, that can be my motto. The only times I haven't lived carefully I was manic. Nowadays the most dangerous thing I do is to eat bread with my dinner.
