Never mess with your meds
Apr. 1st, 2011 10:03 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
matilda36Since last week, I had to stop taking Zoloft. I tried a new generic and it did cause me very bad heartburn. Because I had already filled my prescription for the month, I now have to wait till next week for the new one.
At the beginning I was fine. I was even more focused. Zoloft tends to give me a bit of cottoning feeling, leaving me a tad sleepy.
But now... I have been sleeping badly, being paranoid and constantly worried. And my old friend, irritation has made a comeback.
Last night when I went to bed I was on the verge of a panic attack, so I had to take some En. It helped a lot, but this morning, when I went for my walk, paranoia was back.
I have been reassured time and time again, but I have this idea in my mind that they are not gonna renew my contract. And that I am spending too much money. And that I have to loose weight (I know I have 20kg to shed and I am slowly, gently working on it, like the old lady I am, but there's no reason to obsess about it).
So, I think I will kiss my pills when they come back to me, and sleep for a week.
At the beginning I was fine. I was even more focused. Zoloft tends to give me a bit of cottoning feeling, leaving me a tad sleepy.
But now... I have been sleeping badly, being paranoid and constantly worried. And my old friend, irritation has made a comeback.
Last night when I went to bed I was on the verge of a panic attack, so I had to take some En. It helped a lot, but this morning, when I went for my walk, paranoia was back.
I have been reassured time and time again, but I have this idea in my mind that they are not gonna renew my contract. And that I am spending too much money. And that I have to loose weight (I know I have 20kg to shed and I am slowly, gently working on it, like the old lady I am, but there's no reason to obsess about it).
So, I think I will kiss my pills when they come back to me, and sleep for a week.
