Dreamworld

Christams is over. I had a good time with my father, we ate a lot but not too much, we went to see the Hobbit (Yay! Great film. Thurin/Bilbo forever) and to a Christmas carols concert.

Yesterday I went back to normal. Work, taking my neighbour shopping... a busy day.

Today I had work in the morning, got home, ate something, paid my bills and washed my hair. And now I am here, finally relaxing.

I found those festivities good because they have allowed me to push my boundaries a bit, but not completely happy

I hated having to push myself and I became anxious thinking of the things I had to do all the time. That's bad because I need some space. Not space to sit in front of the PC, but room to dream.

I need to find the balance between dreamworld and actionworld. But I'll keep pushing myself becuase that balance exists.