I am worried

I am worried that my best friend's relationship is turning abusive, because she has started to tell me that "A woman to have a family must make sacrifices and accept the man as it is, because you don't know if and when you'll find another one".
I am worried about my money exiting the draft limbo and becoming money I can use.
I am worried about my relationship with my father and how fake it is.
I am worried about the dream I had tonight, where I was closed/hiding while my colleagues were out enjoying themselves and I was alone with my worries. Nobody wanted me.
I am worried about my level of social interaction and the role sarcasm plays in it.
I am worried about my defenses falling down, one after the other and me being me.
I am worried about being worried about being me.
I am worried about being worried.

I think I need my morning coffee to clear the cobwebs.