I am worried

[matilda36]

I am worried that my best friend's relationship is turning abusive, because she has started to tell me that "A woman to have a family must make sacrifices and accept the man as it is, because you don't know if and when you'll find another one".
I am worried about my money exiting the draft limbo and becoming money I can use.
I am worried about my relationship with my father and how fake it is.
I am worried about the dream I had tonight, where I was closed/hiding while my colleagues were out enjoying themselves and I was alone with my worries. Nobody wanted me.
I am worried about my level of social interaction and the role sarcasm plays in it.
I am worried about my defenses falling down, one after the other and me being me.
I am worried about being worried about being me.
I am worried about being worried.

I think I need my morning coffee to clear the cobwebs.

Comments

[moonshayde.livejournal.com]

That statement is very troubling. Not the part about making sacrifices. Let's face it, we all have to make sacrifices in our lives whether we are single, married, dating...it doesn't even have to be a sexual relationship. Sacrifice and compromise is part of everyday life.

I think it's the part about not knowing if and when another man will come along is bothersome. That seems like a insecure statement to me, and makes her life hinge on everything this man does.

I hope that it doesn't turn into an abusive type of relationship. If she's the only one that ends up doing the sacrificing in the end...well, I think we know where that leads.