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Cleaning Frenzy
Feb. 10th, 2005 02:12 pmI spent most of this week in a cleaning frenzy. No bit of my house has gone untouched, including the oven (hick!) and the bathroom tiles. I couldn't stop. I am doing it now for the simple reason that there is no part of the house left to clean.
So, I am now cleaning the home energies and then I'll put the protections back up.
And then...
I have been cleaning for the simple alternative would have been feeling, thinking, planning, doing and I am not there yet inside me.
So I have now started cleaning myself. An in depth cleaning. Because I need it. I am getting closer to something and this time I will not back off. I will face it. I will let myself be cleansed, be reduced to my basic components and rearranged, so that there is no more thinking, planning, doing. Not even feeling. Only being. Simple, peaceful, prosperous being.
Blessed be.
So, I am now cleaning the home energies and then I'll put the protections back up.
And then...
I have been cleaning for the simple alternative would have been feeling, thinking, planning, doing and I am not there yet inside me.
So I have now started cleaning myself. An in depth cleaning. Because I need it. I am getting closer to something and this time I will not back off. I will face it. I will let myself be cleansed, be reduced to my basic components and rearranged, so that there is no more thinking, planning, doing. Not even feeling. Only being. Simple, peaceful, prosperous being.
Blessed be.
