matilda36

I know I have been sort of MIA recently but RL kept me busy and my deranged psyche needed a bit time in dealing with it.

First there have been my nursing duties foirst to T-Rex, then for a nervewracking week to both T-Rex and my father actually in the same house and both sick. Now still to T-Rex and the cat who has got laringitis.

Then I have not been well myself. Low blood pressure. I.e. stress that left me weak and wobbly like a newborn baby and scared me to death.

Then there is my beloved therapist back. I am enjoying our sessions but they got an already wobbly me to face some things and this kind of things tend to be in me silent and deadly.

Then there's this scary fact that I am actually back to work. Slowly but I am really doing it. And I am really enjoying it. Scary isn't it?

For me so much that I had to give myself a good talking too and now two days into my first week I am relatively happy. I just need to reorganise my life a bit so I can finish and send off the Xmas cards. I am actually making them with my own hands folks so be patient. I am not gonna write anything long, but what I am writing comes straight from the heart so I hope that love will make up for craftmanship.

What else... I do have a couple of fannish comments I want to make but this is just to let people know that I am still alive, thinking of you and loving you...

*group hug*