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Oct. 30th, 2010 04:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
matilda36Still reeling from the arrogant comment. But I was watching a documentary about children with mental illness and there was a bipolar kid that had that little superiority complex I can have and that feeling that everybody hates you and even the I should kill myself so the world would see what they are loosing thing going (yeah he was a very precocious 10 year old). It reminded me that I am having a bad period for my health and that this doesn't simply mean anxiety attacks or depression, but also some weird behaviour, like aggressivity and yes, a tad of arrogance.
So, it's not all my fault. I just need to get over this bad health period, talk with my psychiatrist (I think some tweaking of my meds is due) and be extra careful of my behaviour in the world.
And at home I need to relax more. I am home alone, waiting for Jon Stewart rally to restore sanity to commence, with sushi and beer to go with it. I can let down the guard. I need to get out of my chains.
So, it's not all my fault. I just need to get over this bad health period, talk with my psychiatrist (I think some tweaking of my meds is due) and be extra careful of my behaviour in the world.
And at home I need to relax more. I am home alone, waiting for Jon Stewart rally to restore sanity to commence, with sushi and beer to go with it. I can let down the guard. I need to get out of my chains.
