Warning some whining ahead

[matilda36]

For the last few days, i have been feeling down. No biggie, I do not have any real reason to feel this way, to the contrary, a number of positive things did come my way, but I do still wake up and feel sad. Deeply sad. So sad that all I want is to hide again under the covers. But I didn't. Because I am a stubborn bitch who never listen to herself. So I tried everything: walks, gardening, reading, watching films, chocolate, mashed potatoes,cooking, even cleaning the house but every single morning i wake up and still feel sad. Deeply sad.

So, now I will listen to myself and wallow in self pity for a while.


That's it.

Comments

[mickey-sixx.livejournal.com]

*Big HUG* Don't worry, I'm sure you will be back to your normal self soon. Hang in there...

Kaz/Mickey Stone
xx

[matilda36.livejournal.com]

Trying to. Not sure my normal self is so normal, but I am trying to.

Thanks :)

[onigaminanashi.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I know what you mean. I like how I'm gonna offer to be on to talk pretty much whenever and then say, oh, wait. I'm going home for Christmas Friday and won't be on nearly as often. I'm sorry... *hugs* I think that was cruel of me. *headdesk*

Well, if you do ever need to talk, shoot me off an e-mail, or just shoot me and I'll see what I can do. *hugs*

Wallowing in self pity for a while's not such a bad thing. Just come out for us, yeah?
~Onigami

[matilda36.livejournal.com]

I am quite enjoying my little self-pity trip. I am going to see my doc tomorrow and he usually manages to shake me up.

Enjoy your holiday sweetie.

[verito295.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Hope you feel better soon *offers warm mug of tea with honey*

[matilda36.livejournal.com]

*Takes the cup of tea and smells it*

Ginger and lemon? My favourite, thank you.:)

[d-drusilla.livejournal.com]

*hugs*
It's winter, Dear... Are you getting enough light? I know it can make you feel down...
*more hugs*

[matilda36.livejournal.com]

You are probably right.

*Repeats to self*

Just a few days until Winter Solstice, just a few days until winter solstice...

[d-drusilla.livejournal.com]

Two years ago, the lack of light made me feel terribly blue... and we don't always think it can be that important... I'm careful to have a healthy dose of light now.
That and chocolate helps! *wink & hugs*

[moonshayde.livejournal.com]

Is it the time of year? This time of year seems to drive everyone nuts.

[matilda36.livejournal.com]

You are right.
Little light, people running around like headless chicken, enforced proximity of family, messages of happiness from every TV screen and radio...it sound like the perfect recipe for depression to me.