Hello campers!

[matilda36]

Sunday morning and I am in a good mood. Not even my neighbours deciding that Sunday 7:00 am was the right time to put on the washing machine did put me in a bad mood, Maybe is because since Wednesday I do feel free, I do feel like not only I have a future, but I have options too. Talking to Zivs has been encouraging and this morning while meditating I understood that one does not need an objective, but only a direction and some basic principles. I do not know why, but I am reaching the conclusion that part of the problem is that I have refused my destiny. My destiny is to be a teacher and a healer ( in my mind they are the same thing, because learning is healing) and that my aim is love. (Not romantic love, but the equalitarian and totalitarian love that reins inside). I am still not clear how this will happen, but I am particularly keen to learn and to reposition myself on the way of learning. I am studying a number of things at once at the moment, the right lessons will come to me. In the meantime, I celebrate my finding.