Another strange day. Up and down like a rollercoaster, a children one. My colleague seems to have forgiven me, my boss asks me where I have copied an original piece of work (too good to be mine?), Telecom sends me their apologies, apparently also in writing, restores my ADSL and offers an hefty discount, I found myself missing Giuliana and our evening chats. I hav started to do a little more of physical exercise and forgot to take my medication at lunchtime for the second consecutive day. My mind feels like the Big Brother House at the moment. What do I want. Give me something to believe in, something to be passionate about, something that give me a reason.