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matilda36I am tired. Very tired. I knew it could happen... My teaching and my working should add up to some 30 hours a week. Not a lot, but enough to tire me. This week I took on an extra shift and pulled a double on thursday and now I am tired.
Tired means cranky. This morning was a very very slow day at work, one of my colleagues had been behaving like a child all morning and grating my already fraied nerves. so when one 0f my colleagues pulled an innocent prank on me I snapped and slammed my drawer. When she asked me "Can you get pissied off" I answered Yes!
Nothing happened afterwards, but it says a lot about my state of mind, so I just gor home in my bike (the alarm in my car locked me out this morning. Did I mentiuon I hate my car?) got home, showered, and now I am crashing in front of the PC.
This kind of things scare me. This temper I keep carefully hidden, it's part of what scares me about myself.
Tomorrow another double. But then a much easier week. Be strong my heart.
Tired means cranky. This morning was a very very slow day at work, one of my colleagues had been behaving like a child all morning and grating my already fraied nerves. so when one 0f my colleagues pulled an innocent prank on me I snapped and slammed my drawer. When she asked me "Can you get pissied off" I answered Yes!
Nothing happened afterwards, but it says a lot about my state of mind, so I just gor home in my bike (the alarm in my car locked me out this morning. Did I mentiuon I hate my car?) got home, showered, and now I am crashing in front of the PC.
This kind of things scare me. This temper I keep carefully hidden, it's part of what scares me about myself.
Tomorrow another double. But then a much easier week. Be strong my heart.