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Friendships
Apr. 10th, 2013 06:03 pm After a couple of busy work weeks I have finally a light week. I just work saturday and sunday.
Friday I am going out. It's a group of people who meet to speak english, mostly expats. If I want to land myself and Englishman it's my best bet at the moment.
I am gonna do my hair all pretty, dye them and enjoy myself.
I need a life outside work. The blog is helping and this week I have even started gardening and cleaning the house (very, very slowly). And I have caught up with another friend that I hadn't spoken with in a while, so It's good. I am rebuilding a world around me, after a long period of fake friendships and loneliness. I know who I can trust and who I can't.
When I was working in Formigine, I had made friends (or so I thought) with a couple of my coworkers.We went out a few times (more than a few) and then it started: one day we were best friends, the next I was shit and they weren't talking to me. I got tired of that, but I needed friends so I did put up with them. Now I find out that all the time they had been talking behind my back, in the same way they do with everybody else and that the things they said were pretty nasty.
I don't care. Now I have gone back to old friends that I thought I lost and now I have found back. It's muchbetter. I feel much less lonely and more as if I have a life outside work. Otherwise I start obsessing about work and this is definitely not good.
Friday I am going out. It's a group of people who meet to speak english, mostly expats. If I want to land myself and Englishman it's my best bet at the moment.
I am gonna do my hair all pretty, dye them and enjoy myself.
I need a life outside work. The blog is helping and this week I have even started gardening and cleaning the house (very, very slowly). And I have caught up with another friend that I hadn't spoken with in a while, so It's good. I am rebuilding a world around me, after a long period of fake friendships and loneliness. I know who I can trust and who I can't.
When I was working in Formigine, I had made friends (or so I thought) with a couple of my coworkers.We went out a few times (more than a few) and then it started: one day we were best friends, the next I was shit and they weren't talking to me. I got tired of that, but I needed friends so I did put up with them. Now I find out that all the time they had been talking behind my back, in the same way they do with everybody else and that the things they said were pretty nasty.
I don't care. Now I have gone back to old friends that I thought I lost and now I have found back. It's muchbetter. I feel much less lonely and more as if I have a life outside work. Otherwise I start obsessing about work and this is definitely not good.
