Work

 I am feeling less sad. Yesterday I started work on my CV. The first question is what kind of jobs do I want to go for? I am happish with a part time. I say happish because when I work I get tired, and when I don't I am bored. I used to think that I would not be bale to work full time, but I am not so sure now. I was sure that I was supposed to do shitty jobs as well, but now I want a good job, or at least a job that allows me to pay my way and makes me happy. I don't hate my job, but I don't like the atmosphere surrounding it. There is an aria of war. constant war surrounding the place. I want to work in a place where people is happy to work.Where we keep the customers happy, where the managers don't start getting depressed the moment they enter the building.

I know I want a job where I am in contact with people. I am lonely and I want people around me. Career is not important to me. I tried and it's just too much stress, but I want tomake something that makes me happy. Yaeah, but what? Teaching? Trying again that route?

I need to think about it. I know these are hard times, but I already got a job, so I can look without having to take the first thing that comes my way.