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Stressed out
Sep. 24th, 2012 01:44 pmI am very, very, very stressed out, to the point that I am going to ask my doctor for something to survive the next couple of months. We have now a date for the closure:31 october and that's good.
We know that he's not going to sack anybody, but using this option called cassa integrazione, according to which three people are working and three are home paid 70% of their salary and then switch.
I know that my job and place is safe, but I keep to stressing about what if he changes his mind and sends me elsewhere? Or decide to cut my hours? I can just carry on this way, with less hours I would not be able to pay the essential.
I know that there are some of my colleagues in worse shape than me (I have not forgotten the temps that are in serious danger of loosing their job without Unions helping them), but I am bipolar, obsessive and paranoid.
The only good news is that I can't sleep all the hours I sleep usually (too many) and I am so stressed out that I have started cleaning house.
We know that he's not going to sack anybody, but using this option called cassa integrazione, according to which three people are working and three are home paid 70% of their salary and then switch.
I know that my job and place is safe, but I keep to stressing about what if he changes his mind and sends me elsewhere? Or decide to cut my hours? I can just carry on this way, with less hours I would not be able to pay the essential.
I know that there are some of my colleagues in worse shape than me (I have not forgotten the temps that are in serious danger of loosing their job without Unions helping them), but I am bipolar, obsessive and paranoid.
The only good news is that I can't sleep all the hours I sleep usually (too many) and I am so stressed out that I have started cleaning house.
