I am starting to get pissed off. With a so called friends for abusing my friendship (and for being a thief with no scruples in stealing from me) and with myself because as usual I am not able to make a stand with her.
But maybe it's better this way. In the past when I made a stand I ended up in trouble. This time I'll just keep my distances a bit and stop doing her favours. And keep an eagle eye over my till. I am darn tired of missing money for her.
I am feeling betrayed by her and I feel like an idiot for making room for her in my life, even when it was proved to me time and time again that she was selfish, unreliable and cruel.
But maybe it's better this way. In the past when I made a stand I ended up in trouble. This time I'll just keep my distances a bit and stop doing her favours. And keep an eagle eye over my till. I am darn tired of missing money for her.
I am feeling betrayed by her and I feel like an idiot for making room for her in my life, even when it was proved to me time and time again that she was selfish, unreliable and cruel.