I wanna work!

I spent a few months in which I was living baasically alone. I mean I still live alone, but then I didn't have any contact with people. I was clawing the insides of my soul, getting more and more anxious and paranoid day after day.

This week I have been living in a similar situation: alone, with very limited human contact (basically none) spending most of my time at home, watching my Harry Potter marathon and reading. And obsessing about food. I have little money, but that didn't worry me too much. I have my secret reserves and staying home you don't spend money. Well there's always Amazon, but I still have a book and an half to read.

But I have thought obsessively about food. I tend to become obssessive when I am lonely. Because that's what I am lonely, obsessive, anxious, and the paranoia is starting.

I can't wait to be back at work.