Feeling down

Been a busy bee today, every step taking me closer and closer to crunch time. I am scared shitless. I know what I want and I am planning it and starting to live it a bit (reduced sugar and coffee intake, making an home out of an house, various bits of planning slowly going into place) but I am scared shitless of letting go of my safety blanket(s). Well somebody said that being brave is to be scared of something and doing it all the same, so I think I am brave. Anyway, there's no going back. Goddess help and enlight me.
Blessed be.

Thanks Goddess

Just got a phone call from the father enquiring about my health. He was even joking. He has warmed up my heart.

Thank the Goddess for small mercies.