Things we do not want to do

I did offer to do a favor in putting in touch two friends and now I have become their interpreter and go between. They are both oing to make money out of this. I don't. I am pissed of because:
-They keep asking me to do new things
-I keep saying yes
-I feel used
-I am letting them use me
-I am not brave enough to put a stop to the situation.

I do think that this is in a way the history of my life...

Blessed be.

I was just in bed having a good read and a good cry, when two good things happened to me: my dad told me "I love you", and this knowing him is a big, marvellous thing that will keep me warm for a bit and at 99% I have my rent extension, that would just give me the time to put in place my evil plans for the future. I can close my eyes and see it now. Blessed be.