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Not that well
May. 16th, 2011 11:42 amI had a good time out with my colleagues on wednesday, we are going out again this week.
On Friday I went to the Farmers'market. It was good and I found my beloved incense plants. I had resigned myself to a summer without it, and yet, not only I found it, but I found a new variety that should be able to resist the cold, so I my heart doesn't break every year. The stallholder was selling the plants 4 for 10 euros, so I got four. Yeh I am greedy. Only to find once I got home that he had given me 5 plants for the price of 4 by mistake.
Now my garden looks fabolous. I just have to repot a couple of plants (hopefully tomorrow, so I can relax) and then I'll take lots of pics.
On Saturday I went to work and a number of things got me pissed off: shitty shifts this week, douche colleagues and my boss having one of his fits.
I got home, and tried to relax.
On Sunday morning I woke up and found myself crying, in a very, very bad downslide. I had one of my "I am worthless" moments. The first I have been having in ages.
It brought it home that I need to be careful and to take care of myself. So tomorrow it's gardening day, in the hope that green will be my colour. And sleep. A long, promising nap, to recover the sleep I am loosing.
On Friday I went to the Farmers'market. It was good and I found my beloved incense plants. I had resigned myself to a summer without it, and yet, not only I found it, but I found a new variety that should be able to resist the cold, so I my heart doesn't break every year. The stallholder was selling the plants 4 for 10 euros, so I got four. Yeh I am greedy. Only to find once I got home that he had given me 5 plants for the price of 4 by mistake.
Now my garden looks fabolous. I just have to repot a couple of plants (hopefully tomorrow, so I can relax) and then I'll take lots of pics.
On Saturday I went to work and a number of things got me pissed off: shitty shifts this week, douche colleagues and my boss having one of his fits.
I got home, and tried to relax.
On Sunday morning I woke up and found myself crying, in a very, very bad downslide. I had one of my "I am worthless" moments. The first I have been having in ages.
It brought it home that I need to be careful and to take care of myself. So tomorrow it's gardening day, in the hope that green will be my colour. And sleep. A long, promising nap, to recover the sleep I am loosing.
