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matilda36Fourth day on Zoloft and I can see some improvements. Tonight I am going out. Where before I would have talked myself out of it this morning I grabbed the chance of a good night's sleep (I am not missing the benzodiazepines at all, and that was a big concern for me) and of the morning high that Zoloft seems to give me and I organised it.
Work has been good to me this week. There has been a moment yesterday when i felt a bit dizzy (I think it's a side effect of Zoloft. There are moments, especially when it's time to get my pill that I feel a bit surrounded by a bubble) but I worked through it, like I work through most things. I am a bit neurotic in my work ethics. It's funny because I tend to get to work 15 minutes early get a coffee and then start, it doesn't matter if I am early. There's Cristina one of my colleagues that the other day took me aside and said. No now you are taking your coffee and relaxing with me till it's your starting time. You don't work for free. I know she's right... I am just... neurotic.
I am now off till wednesday. I am happy with my 3 days off. Now I have discovered that I have nearly 2 weeks of holidays due. I may take a week off in December. Or make that January. Maybe I can go to London for the sales. That would be a dream.
Work has been good to me this week. There has been a moment yesterday when i felt a bit dizzy (I think it's a side effect of Zoloft. There are moments, especially when it's time to get my pill that I feel a bit surrounded by a bubble) but I worked through it, like I work through most things. I am a bit neurotic in my work ethics. It's funny because I tend to get to work 15 minutes early get a coffee and then start, it doesn't matter if I am early. There's Cristina one of my colleagues that the other day took me aside and said. No now you are taking your coffee and relaxing with me till it's your starting time. You don't work for free. I know she's right... I am just... neurotic.
I am now off till wednesday. I am happy with my 3 days off. Now I have discovered that I have nearly 2 weeks of holidays due. I may take a week off in December. Or make that January. Maybe I can go to London for the sales. That would be a dream.
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Date: 2010-11-17 08:03 am (UTC)I know. I'm happy for you that you are felling better, and feeling safe enough to take this. Having a bipolar daughter, and knowing what she goes through on a daily basis ...
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Date: 2010-11-18 05:59 am (UTC)