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I just had that most precious thing that is a Very Good Nap, was in a good mood since I cleaned the house and was getting ready to have a cinnamon latte and to study a bit, when my phone rang and suddenly I had accepted to take on not one but one and an half extra shifts. I know I am going to pay for it, that I am going to get very, very tired and scared and emotional.... No good for my health. I don't seem to be able to say no. I don't even think it's the extra money (handy to set aside for things like a new laptop, food and internet bills), I think it's that I am afraid of saying no, afraid that they'll be upset at me if I say no. I'll need to talk about it with my therapist tomorrow, after I apologise for being tired and emotional last time..

cut for some meta thoughts )

Better

Oct. 13th, 2009 10:24 am
matilda36: (gk flik colbert looking at you)
Feeling a bit better today. I studied, changed the bed and put the plants in their greenhouses for winter.  Today I am going to work and strangely enough I am looking forward to it. Maybe what I need to get out of this funk is to keep busy.

In the meantime, I am reading the fics of [livejournal.com profile] rpf_big_bang. Some interesting stuff. Still on a DC comics kick. Finished most of the Tim/Kon around, I am now moving to Superman/Batman stuff.

Oh and I have a new Generation Kill mood them, courtesy of [livejournal.com profile] glowinglogos

Speaking of Generation Kill, Reporter was on House last night. Brilliant episode, brillant guest star.
matilda36: (lifeguard)

 Let's celebrate the bravery of living.

Tell me how you became a slasher.

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I have always been a voracious reader. 

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